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Notes on the house I actually want to live in

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We are trained since we're very young to think of rooms in terms of what makes sense to the shadowy system, not to our own selves.

How I envision rooms for my life is like this: a room to sleep, just to sleep. It has to be on the ground. This room needs to be grounded — either because it's literally on the ground, the actual ground that when I die I fall into, or in a modern age, a room with a grounding sheet connected to the ground outlet in the wall. This room should have nothing. Just a little mat to sleep on, a weighted blanket, a little pillow. That's all. That's what I need in my sleeping room.

I also need a room for meditation, for thinking. A room where there is nothing — no materials, nothing to touch, nothing to see. Everything that happens in this room is about what happens in my mind. These are the two most important rooms I need. They could be one room, they could be two. I think two is better.

I also don't like corners. I don't like edges. I don't like sharp corners and edges. My home should flow. Everything should flow. All the walls should be curvy so that energy can pass.

If money is not a problem, I want all the floors connected to the ground force of the earth. I also want the walls to be obsidian. Maybe color is not a good idea — I don't know, it's something worth exploring, because colors have energy. But I don't know what the right color is or what energy does what. I want to explore obsidian, the black mirror effect, just pitch black. Would it absorb energy? Would it amplify energy? Would it help with focus? I don't know, but it is a beautiful experiment to try.

And water. I love water. I think to take a shower, one should immerse himself in water. And yes, I said himself, because society taught us to say themselves to account for women. But these are my diaries. Why do I have to say themselves? I think of myself. I am a man, and when I write, I write for myself, for him. I want my boys to read this, and they are men too. Women are also welcome to read my notes, my diaries, my thinking, my observations, my thoughts. But please don't judge me.

Back to the bathrooms. I think bathrooms should have tubs of fresh water — maybe with Epsom salt, because of the minerals, I think magnesium — and they should be exposed to good energy, good frequency. Maybe music, maybe binaural sounds. I don't know. I am not an expert, but it is a field worth exploring.

That's exactly the kind of science that building codes should introduce. Not just basic codes about fires, flooding, and electrical problems, but also grounding forces, energy flows, efficiency. I love Egyptian buildings that help people not rely on heaters or AC because of the way they're designed — the materials, the mud being used.

Some notes for me. Maybe one day I can build a house that brings good energy and helps me be me.